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There's a girl

Who sits under the bleachers

Just another day eating alone

And though she smiles

There is something just hiding

And she can't find a way to relate

But she just goes unnoticed

As the crowd passes by

And she'll pretend to be busy

When inside she just wants to cry

And she'll say...

[Chorus]

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little harder, I really, really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day

When you'll ask her, her name

The beginning, in the first weeks of class

She did everything to try and fit in

But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface

And she would close her eyes when they laughed and she fell down the stairs

And the more that they joked

And the more that they screamed

She retreated to where she is now

And she'll sing...

[Chorus]

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little harder I really, really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day

When you will ask her... her name

Then one day just the same as the last

Just a day spent counting the time

Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

Okay so I was in line at the venue and Mark walked out talking on his iPhone! He came back in and tried to open the door and they were locked! He walked to the Window and was like ‘Hey Let me in!’ Angel and Amy where running a bit late…. Then Amy walked by and started talking to the security guard! I was like ‘Hi Amy!’ she looked at me and said ‘Hi, good to see you.’  The people behind me just starred and the girls I was talking to looked at each other and then looked at me. One of them said ‘That’s Amy….???’ I’m like ‘Yeah that’s Amy Kuney’ the girls and a couple behind me said ‘Don’t know any Amy’. I put my hand on my chest and I’m like ‘WHAT? You don’t know AMY? She’s AMAZING! That breaks my heart’ then they said ‘Okay we’ll say we love Amy’ lol anyway. Doors opened and I went straight to the merch table. Bought my 7^th copy of AFM and bought Amy’s BEV and the ‘Take Pride….’ Wristband! Reese’s sister Hayden was at the merch table! She was really nice!...Angel was there too and I’m like ‘Ashley might stalk you in LA.’  And she said ‘She’s got friends everywhere!’

I saw Reese sitting with her laptop on her lap she said ‘Hey Roxie, Sorry we’re behind.” And then she hugged me! She said Those are Amy’s Parents’ As I walked to shake their hand Reese said ‘This is one of Amy’s fans’ I shook Dad and mom’s hand and said ‘Nice to meet you.’ BTW Mama Kuney has a strong grip! I walked up to Reese again. She said ‘and these are her brothers’ I shook their hand too! And can I just say…..They were very HOT! ;) I told ‘Reese, See you later.’ And went to the girl’s room. As I was going in Amy was coming out. She hugged me and said “Roxie. Hi, I’m sorry we were running late and now we’re rushing’ we talked for a while and then she hugged me and said ‘Thanks for coming.’ And off she went to her dressing room!

Amy came on and while she played ‘Appreciate your Hands’ Kate came up and sang it too!!! Leah was on the phone with me! Haha She was amazing like always! her new song is amazing! Love it!

Kate came on and she was just pumped! She was talking about how THE WHITE RABBIT in SA was only for metal bands and so they played SAY ANYTHING cuz it was the closest to a metal song they had! Haha. She said the rabbits where scary looking! Haha.

Kate totally made my Life tonight! She dedicated Lift Me Up to me and Oh yeah Leah and Sherine where there! Sorta! J I was crying literally I heard Leah cry too! Haha She said “I wanna dedicate this song to a very special girl, Roxie. It’s her birthday is this week…This is LIFT ME UP. And Me well I died! And some girls were like ‘It’s my birthday!’ I’m like you wish she had dedicated it to you! ;)

After her set we were sent outside to wait for the meet and greet I saw the couple that were behind me in line and I’m like ‘So? How did you like the show?’ they were like ‘It was GOOD!’ And I said ‘What about Amy?’ The guy raised both thumbs up! And the girl was like ‘She was great!’Then I saw papa Kuney! He and Mama Kuney waved Hi….I ran up to them and said…’Leah asked me to say hi to you guys for her.’ He turned to me and said ‘Who’s Leah?’ I’m like ‘Leah is Amy’s #1” as I hugged him! While we were talking we were still hugging each other haha. I asked ‘Is Amy still inside?’ mama said ‘No she’s right there.’ Amy was talking to some girls! So I walked up to the line for the M&G and Amy was like ‘Oh hi, Roxie. Good to see you’ and walked away from the girls to hug me. She said ‘Leah just txted me.’ I’m like ‘Oh yeah I had her on the phone.’ She said ‘Oh during the ‘Appreciate Your Hands thing?’ I’m like yeah! At this point the girls where starring. Then Amy took a picture with them and came back to me. One of her brother took our picture and she said ‘Thank you for coming.’ I went back to the line and the girl asked ‘I was nervous to ask her for a pic. Did you meet her at another show?’ I’m like ‘Yeah, She’s amazing.’ Then she asked ‘How does she know you?’ I said ‘Oh my friend runs a site for her’ she was like :0 ‘Lucky you.’ She got to Kate, and she said Hi and stuff!

So as we were waiting in line Kate was sitting on a chair behind the table and she was telling people ‘Oh Hi’ and just signing. When I got to her she was like ‘Oh HI!’ and she stood up leaned over the table to hug me! She sat down and was like ‘How did you like the shout out?’ I’m like ‘You Totally made my life…I had leah on the phone and we were crying.’  She said ‘I love you guys, You guys make me cry too…like when I got the quilt I cried and the guys were like ‘Kate? Really?’’ I was like ‘Really?’ She then got up hugged me again and said ‘So how old are you gonna be?’ I’m like ‘Hmm 21.’ She was like ‘Oh My God! Really? I thought it was something like that but I wasn’t sure!.. I have to write that down” and She turned to the CD and signed it! ‘She said ‘I’m so glad you came. I wasn’t sure you were.’ I’m like Yeah I got here early Saturday and I’m leaving early tomorrow morning.’ She said ‘Oh that’s right!’  and then again she got up gave me another hug and said ‘Thank you.’ (she may have something else but dude I was in the moon already!)

P.S. Guys this weren’t just hugs….they were very LONG bear hugs! (You know the hugs you get when you see someone you LOVE and have missed them a LOT!?) lol

Anyway, I know for a lot of people their 21^st birthday is especial. But Miss AMAZING, just made MY 21^st birthday all the more especial! I’m still wondering how did she know my birthday was this week! Even I forgot about it!....But, just when you think you can’t love her anymore she proves you wrong! I love her even more and my life is Now COMPLETE!

This is rather long so feel free to skip!

So I got to the venue around 5. I was the first in line…the security guard was like ‘Look at you all first in line” I just laughed! (Did I mention I got lost?) lol. Anyway, people started arriving around 6:30. Mark, Sam, and Bob walked by. I said Hi and Sam’s like “Hi girl! How you’ve been?’ I’m like ‘Good” then they went to the restaurant next door…BTW Mark’s girl was there too! ;) at this point I was distracted and a bunch of people where in front of me. The security guard looked at me and he said “Wanna go in first?’ I was like “Yeah!” he said “Come here. Stand there.” And he placed me in front of everyone else! I was like HAHA! Went in and was first to get the wrist band! Yep I bought a 6^th CD! Lol… After 30 minutes Reese came out. I’m like ‘Hi’ she said “Are you Roxie?’ I’m like ‘Yeah… by the way, Daisy said that you need to help her come up with a punishment for Sammie cuz she lost a bet” she was like “I’m not good at punishments” haha we talked about her going to San Antonio and then Dallas. I’m like ‘See you in Dallas.’(Reese’s Mom was there too!)  Amy started playing…Then we got to talking with Amy she said Leah messaged her about me going to her show(I think she said Leah…And someone else can’t remember who)…and I’m like”Oh really?” she said ‘Thank you soo much for coming’ and I said Also ‘Daisy needs your help too as well as Reese’s she needs a punishment for Sammie” she said she was gonna thing about it.I asked her to sign my poster and she said “I’m not supposed to be signing anything yet but I’ll do it for you”….Angel was on and Amy and I were still talking ;) After Angel’s set was done she literally got off the stage. She didn’t go back stage she just got off! I went up to her gave her the CD to sign and I said “Ashley asked me to tell you Hi for her.” She laughed and said ‘Haha That is soo cute!’

They started Playing Tom Jones ‘She’s A Lady” and then…….Kate came on! She started with ’99 Times”  She was fanning herself and she’s like ‘It’s hot in here. I mean it’s Houston and You guys are hot…there are some sexy people In Houston! She was talking about how upset she was that she didn’t get to go to Galleria. She said she was coming back just for that and to see us! ;)She then introduced the band and when she got around to Mark she said “ Let’s give it up for Mark Tobik on the left side! He has the many button shirt with too many buttons unbuttoned!” Someone in the front row wrote on the set list after a Song ‘Sexy Back’ and she said ‘Someone wrote on the set list ‘Sexy Back’ Sorry guys. Maybe Bob can play sexy back. Then she said “Next time I come back we will play Sexy Back for one of this ladies that doesn’t want to admit to it’ (She made fun of the girl’s handwriting) she said ‘You guys might notice some cameras filming. It’s cuz they’re shooting a commercial. So it’s good you guys are pumped’ The last song she played was ‘It’s Only Life’ This Tall people kept getting in my way so I moved to the side by the speakers! This lady was like “Do you wanna stand here” I’m like “Sure” the she asked “Better?” I was like “Yes! Thank You” Then we were taken to the back for the meet and greet. I was the one before the last ;) She kept saying to the other girls “Hi how are you….Sure…What’s your name?’ then she took a pic with them. She was sitting down in a chair so she signed and then the photo. Then it was my turn and she literally got up from her chair and took a half step toward the side of the table. She said ‘HI GIRL! How You’ve been?’ and gave me a long hug!! Then she sat down. I was like ‘Before I forget I have to show you something because otherwise Lauren and Leah will disown me.’ She said ‘Okay Sure.’ I rolled my pants up and she saw it and she was like ‘Is that a tattoo?’ I’m like ‘Yeah, I got it right after my grandmother died.’ She keep looking at it and kept saying ‘That is sooo Awesome!....That is Awesome.’ I rolled my pants down and she put both hands in her chest and she said “I’m so flattered” And she hugged me again.(BTW: I was the only one she hugged twice lol) she looked like she wanted to cry. Maybe she was just tired but anyway. I told her the song practically got me through it. And she said “That’s why I wrote songs” I gave her a note that I had folded into a heart and she’s like “What is this a note?’ I’m like ‘Yeah’ she said “I don’t wanna open it it looks to pretty” Then I gave her my so-called gift. I said “You’re gonna laugh” and she said ‘Good cuz I light laughing” It took her a couple of seconds to figure out how to open it haha…She saw the Starbucks gift card and was like “Aww thank you. I practically live on this stuff” I was like “haha Me too!” Then she said “You want me to sign your CD?’ While she was writing she asked again how I was doing and I told her “well I have to get up early tomorrow” She said ‘Me too! I have this beach thing tomorrow morning” I’m like “well I’m going to Dallas to see you again” she smiled and she said “OMG that is so awesome!” she gave me my CD back and she said ‘Have a safe trip home.’ I’m like “I’ll be jamming to your CD! So I most definitely will be having a safe trip home.” She smiled and I’m like ‘See you in Dallas” She smiled and said ‘Thank You for coming!” and I left the venue mainly cuz there ware two others after me…Bummer! So I got to my car and read my CD and it said. To: Roxie I LOVE YOU!!! And then her signature!

As I was leaving I started taking pix of the bus and the Same lady from early was like ‘Do you want us to take a picture of you with the bus?” I was like “Sure” She was really nice! I was like “Thanks again”

Drove Home Jamming to “A Fine Mess” and now I’m checking and making sure my car is perfect for this morning! And then off to packing!

Forgotten never forgotten,

It’s an early autumn this year.

This year

Forgiven all is forgiven,

I’ll remember we were here.

Yeah, we were here.

There was a time when time was all

We had and all we’d ever need.

It’s a cold day for August.

Still, the sun burns my eyes.

As the ashes of summer drift on by.

It’s a cold day for August.

And there’s no turning back

When the fall finally comes

It comes too fast,

It comes too fast,

It comes too….

Frozen, I’m frozen.

Feels like the end of an age.

End of an age.

Unfinished…Still unfinished.

And unwilling to turn the page.

I feel betrayed.

There was a time when time was all

We had and all we’d ever need

It’s a cold day for August.

Still, the sun burns my eyes.

As the ashes of summer drift on by.

It’s a cold day for August.

And there’s no turning back

When the fall finally comes

It comes too fast,

It comes too fast,

It comes too fast….

It comes too fast

There was a time when time was all

We had and all we’d ever need

You left a void, a space to fil.l

It haunts me now…it always will.

It’s a cold day for August.

Still, the sun burns my eyes.

As the ashes of summer drift on by.

It’s a cold day for August.

And there’s no turning back

When the fall finally comes

It comes too fast,

It comes too fast,

It comes too….

It comes too fast

It comes too fast.

It comes too fast.

Forgotten never forgotten

It’s an early autumn this year

This year

I used to think when I was young I would be someone.

I’d have it all figured out with no shades of gray.

Could someone please just tell me what went wrong?

This pocket full of hope is almost gone.

Been throwing it away since I was I young.

Can’t hold on.

[Chorus]

Nothing is perfect.

Nothing is permanent.

Goodbye lost innocence.

It’s hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

When I find clarity.

Its light’s out of focus.

I wanna see the world again

But with eyes wide open.

Could someone please just tell me what went wrong?

This pocket full of hope is almost gone.

Been throwing it away since I was I young.

Can’t hold on.

[Chorus]

Nothing is perfect.

Nothing is permanent.

Goodbye lost innocence.

It’s hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

[Chorus]

Nothing is perfect.

Nothing is permanent.

Goodbye lost innocence.

It’s hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

[Chorus]

Nothing is perfect.

Nothing is permanent.

Goodbye lost innocence.

It’s hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go.

So hard to let you go

'A FINE MESS'

So 'A Fine Mess' is out today! everyone go buy it!! trust me the album is AMAZING!!
So much so I have 5 copies of it! 2 Deluxe Versions 2 Regular versions and 1 From iTunes!

GO BUY IT NOW!!!!!

1) Don’t Look Away (Kate Voegele)

2)  A Fine Mess (Kate Voegele)

3) On A Clear Night (Missy Higgins)

4) The Sound of White (Missy Higgins)

5) The Hummingbird EP (Trey Lockerbie)

6) Bird’s Eye View (Amy Kuney)

7) Love, Save the Empty (Erin McCarley)

8) Untouched (The Veronicas)

9) Twilight Soundtrack

10) The Show (Lenka)

11) Wreck of the Day (Anna Nalick)

12) All I Ever Wanted (Kelly Clarkson)

13) Pocketful of Sunshine (Natasha Bedingfield)

14) Like Blood Like Honey (Holly Brook)

15) Taylor Swift (Taylor Swift)

16) Everything She Was (Josh Hoge)

17) Break the Silence (Alana Grace)

18) Love Travels (Angel Taylor)

19) June’s Picture Show (Ingram Hill)

20) Anywhere But Home (Evanescence)

21) Fallen (Evanescence)

22) The Open Door (Evanescence)

23) Hana Pestle EP (Hana Pestle)

24) Cold In California (Ingram Hill)

Am I missing anyone?

So you’re leaving

And I’m left wondering

What I did to deserve this?

I can’t breathe. I can’t think.

This past two few weeks

I’ve been crying myself to sleep.

You like to hurt me.

I can’t help but think I deserve this.

But enough is enough.

{Chorus}

‘Cause my heart is changing.

Baby, it’s mending.

I can’t take it.

I need to breathe again.

You won’t hurt me anymore.

I’ve had enough and

Baby, I’m moving on.

I thought I’d lose it.

‘Cause without you I’m nothing.

That’s was me before I found myself

Again.

I was tortured at the sight of you.

Just tormented by your memory.

I was broken and now I feel so free.

{Chorus}

‘Cause my heart is changing.

Baby, it’s mending.

I can’t take it.

I need to breathe again.

You won’t hurt me anymore.

I’ve had enough and

Baby, I’m moving on.

{Chorus}

‘Cause my heart is changing.

Baby, it’s mending.

I can’t take it.

I need to breathe again.

You won’t hurt me anymore.

I’ve had enough and

Baby, I’m moving on.

Yo! Leah posted the lyrics to Kate's song 'Inside Out' from her upcoming album 'A FINE MESS' over at kate-voegele.com

Definitely My new FAVORITE song!! It's AMAZING!!!

INSIDE OUT

In fairness
I was an easy sell
Though I’m embarrassed
To admit it to myself

And the worst part is
You know it all too well
Don’t take advantage of
My transparent shell, no

Though I think you know
What I mean
Impossible
As it may seem
I think it’s easy to see

I am awake
It’s getting late
I’m in no state
To be alone now
Yeah, I’m alone now
Come light the fire
In my room
I’m think I’m losing all control now
I don’t even know how
But I’m in your riptide
Now I’m inside out

I’m in the corner
Of a street café
My heart is warmer
Since I heard from you today

Like a shallow creek
I am gleaming
No chance of keeping
Any secrets

Have I lost the known
Remedy?
I am awake
It’s getting late
I’m in no state
To be alone now
Yeah, I’m alone now
Come light the fire
In my room
I’m think I’m losing all control now
I don’t even know how
But I’m in your riptide
Now I’m inside out

I try to hide it
I can’t deny it
Now I’m inside out
You say you love me
It’s all or nothing
Now I’m inside out

I am awake
It’s getting late
I’m in no state
To be alone now
Yeah, I’m alone now
Come light the fire
In my room
I’m think I’m losing all control now
I don’t even know how

I am awake
It’s getting late
I’m in no state
To be alone now
Yeah, I’m alone now
Come light the fire
In my room
I’m think I’m losing all control now
I don’t even know how
But I’m in your riptide
Now I’m inside out

First: Kate's new single is OUT (thanks Leah for the heads up)!!! ANGEL is absolutely AMAZING!!!!
Second: Don't miss Kate on OTH tonight on the CW!
Third: Leah posted the lyrics to ANGEL over at kate-voegele.com

Everyon should go buy it!! Now! ;)

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